i feel like a lot of people i know spent their younger years playing outside with friends, lolling about, having a great time
but if im fully honest i personally spent a lot of time indoors because at the time, the dopamine i received from playing video games was easier than going outside with friends (and i also seem to attract the type who never go outside)
seeing freezer being so socially active makes me happy for her but at the same time it reminds me; i can't help but feel like i've missed out on a lot during my childhood and the more i think about it, the more the idea of wasting my life in front of some sort of technology looms over me
i feel like i have a lot of things to be annoyed or upset about but people have it worse so whatever
high metabolism is a curse.
one might wonder why i always go downstairs and eat a lot of food at night.
reason? small dinners. all my dinners are enough to feed the rest of the family but i'm usually unsatisfied because coming from uni where i could feed myself as much as i wanted, it feels like a light snack.
today we had nando's but each of us only had a single chicken leg and naan? bread. quite lackluster for me. could go for another 3 meals that size minimum tbh
looking forward to treating myself in sheffield
alright fine i'll post a microblog update
went to tribes unite last weekend and saw pendulum (and others) but most importantly pendulum!
freezer was there too and we both had a blast. freezers got most of the pics so i could enjoy the music as much as i could